I’ve actually been feeling happy the past three days, but I was getting rid of old things, tried to throw out the last of the art you had given me, and it made me cry. Now I feel very empty and alone.
I Hate Myself
Not only do I feel that I deserve to die, but I hate myself for not having the courage to do it. I hate myself for being too weak to do anything. I myself for my terrible actions and I hate myself for not being able to stop them.
This made me happy.
There’s a new bob ross in town,and he’s damn good.
This is a video you may not enjoy, but it is how I feel at the moment.
In case you’re still reading I am trying to post things that both help me vent my feelings and that you might enjoy watching.
Very happy nostalgic thoughts
Less sad thoughts
I just found out I may not be able to go to the college that I want to and have the career I want to have. This is very depressing for me. I have my identity tied up in being a graduate in psychology, and now that dream may be crushed. It’s just very sad for me and I felt like sharing it.